August 13th, 2008

Feeling inferior.
POSTED AT 12:19 PM

I hate it when I have to be blamed for something I didn't do. It irks me to no end when people avoid their own responsibilities. Que annoying. Oh well.

What I said yesterday sounded pretty pathetic now. At 26, I still feel like I'm such a loser due to certain arrangements for particular situations. Plus I get no acknowledgement whatsoever for the things I've already accomplished. So yeah, I admit, I am quite the pasaway, but have I always been the screwup?

I look at my friends and other people and see how far they've gone. They're happy and content. It always makes me feel... inferior... inadequate. Sometimes I get so paranoid to the point that they talk about me, because I've reached nothing. Well, not exactly nothing. So maybe I've already done a few good things in life, but it feels like nothing compared to what these other people have done. Oh well.

OK, quiet time's over. Lunch time begins now.

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luminari1218

Comment posted on August 13th, 2008 at 09:34 PM

i believe the best is yet to come for you. people choose different paths so they are bound to arrive at their destinations at different times. you just have to keep going. don't stop now. you'll get there in your own time :)